Could you kiss the rain ?

Rain falls down upon my skin
Again, again, and again,
Even so my body being soaked in tears
I feel that it becomes a part of me,

A part of me that never dies.
You and only you could be my savior and my only sin
But you are to far away to hear my scream
In a place i cannot reach
A place i never touched
A place that i could only dream of.
I could thouch you
But my tears cant reach you.
I could trust my life to God
But i dont want to, i dont need to
I just want you
Trembeling in a fear that i cannot control,
I dream of you my sweet sin.

The dark side always fails

When the darkness comes

I feel afraid

I feel as if i am losing myself to the dark side

My thougts are black

My thoughts are wicked

I cannot control myself

I struggle, i even bend and break

But nothing seems to work

I can only pray and hope

That i resist until the sunshine comes

Because only the light can save my mind, body and soul.

But it has always shown

So i am no longer afraid, no longer evil

I am pure like 2 drops of sunlight

I am saved...

She is my guiding light, the ray of hope that always comes to save me ...